Yeah well i was informed that word was spreading that it was becoming more obvious so i got re-instated as a moderator and i am officially back, though.. i have been back for a while, as you will have noticed. I suppose i ought to explain myself, so this is for the people who do agree with that statement.
Few months back, my grandad fell very ill with cancer, just before the summer holidays, and we nearly lost him, then the operation was delayed because he got MRSA, and we had to keep him at home and treat his infections and sickness until he was fit enough to get his operation. This was the entire summer, and the stress of it was unbearable. Watching my father cry at the thought he was going to lose HIS father, was something i never could prepare myself for. My family was on emotional meltdown, and everything around me i just dropped, and focused on that.
Then, the worst happened, beyond my grandads cancer, my auntie, got ill with pnuemonia: she got a terrible lung infection and we were almost certain she was not going to make it, it became that bad. She was admitted into hospital over night and was there for nearly a month, along side this my grandad was also back in hospital.
So my summer was that, taking care of my family and focusing on some of the most emotionally trying segments of my life to date. I didn't really leave the forums for the reasons i said, i just couldn't bare to explain it at the time.
I came back, a while back, you can check my member since on this account as i can't be bothered, and i decided to just lay low and not hide that i was MDX but not reveal it either, i am sorry if i have annoyed anybody with this, i wasn't trying to fool you into thinking i was somebody else, otherwise i would never have been found out by the mod team about a week into registering.
I quite enjoyed the experience but i wasn't really trying to experiment, i just wanted to have a bit of peace and quiet for a while, but i still missed the forums so i came back for that. Just not the whole package, but things have sped up now and i am better to reveal this than later i guess, i was going to go away for a while again and pop back at christmas, but what the hey.
I'm back. So hi and stuff. Hope that clears everything up.
